The unseen part of me.

Hello, good people.
Like I promised in the first post. I will post my pure-and-100%-real poem.


Day by day
Living a normal life,
With laugh, smile, anger, and sadness

But,
Deep down in my heart
and my soul
I hide something, no one knows
but God

What I really feel about this life
My problems,
I smile like a normal teenager and
I cry like a normal human being

And
Sometimes,
I'm wondering
How much pain I can take for something
That makes me feel like
I have everything in my life, but
Also makes me feel like

I'm nothing

Less than 5 seconds

I have countless masks
When I'm pretending like I'm okay
But deep down with honesty
It breaks me up

When I'm hurting myself for the sake of the other person
When someone said something that tortures my mind

People said "pour all of yourself for someone or something you like"
AND NOW
They ask me why I feel so empty

No matter how many words I will use to describe..
myself

I just can't..


Okay, guys that's all from me. I'm sorry if that's not 100% poem at all, but I'm trying my best tho because I feel little bit shy(?) AND I'm a happy virus, remember? I shouldn't be sad for a long time, hehe. Okay, it's not like I'm bringing my problem up, but because I like poem so I take this opportunity to write "the unseen part of me". Thank you!